I have been in tears since I got a message from Shaun Groves yesterday. A large cyclone hit East India, and it has affected the area we were in just a few weeks ago. I see things like this on the news constantly and while my heart is always moved, it feels so different to see pictures from Kolkata and imagine the people's desperation as they are left homeless. When I woke up this morning I saw a post from Pete (if you are new to my blog, Pete and his family are friends of ours and he was on the Compassion trip with me), and I honestly froze in panic when I saw the images. We have very little information at this point, and I hesitated to even post about it, but my heart is breaking and I feel like I am so blessed to be able to come on here and type a few words and request the prayers of all my "blog-friends." When I read through your comments and your emails, I am honored that you let me be a part of your lives-sometimes even the shadowed parts that you haven't shared before. It feels safe to write to someone you don't know from behind a computer, and it means so much to me...
I awoke this morning with a deep, deep sense of gratitude for what I have been given. I carry many wounds, but above everything, I serve a Father who is faithful to my cries and has given me more than I will ever deserve. Out of one of the most desperate times in my life came this beautiful trip, to a place where I fell in love with the people and the culture. I also fell in love with two little children whom I miss already, Sangita and Mohit. As far as I know, Sangita's area was not affected, but it looks like the storm hit right where Mohit lives.
I cannot let go of those big brown eyes, and I am asking you to please pray for his safety and all of the other precious people who have been affected by this. The East India Compassion office (where we went) is closed for a bit and it sounds like there is no electricity in much of the area. I will definitely keep you all updated as soon as I hear anything else. Here is the link to Pete's blog where you can see some of the pictures.
In the photo above, I have just met Mohit for the first time. I asked him (through a translator) to show me how old he is with his fingers, and he made a fist and sat still. He is brand new to the Compassion program, and although he understood the question, he didn't know the answer. I opened his hand to show him that he is five years old. As I counted each finger out loud while I opened it from the tiny fist, I thought about the fact that he has probably never celebrated a birthday. I want to assure you that if you are a Compassion sponsor, you have the same opportunity-to constantly remind children through your words and your financial contributions that they have worth. When you write to your children there, remember that you are doing more than putting words on paper. The check does so much more than you can imagine.
We have the opportunity to be hand-openers. Reminding them that they are loved and that God has designed them for a purpose.
Thank you so much for walking with me, and if you feel led to sponsor one of these children, please click here.
With love and hope,
Angie


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82 comments:
So glad to hear more! These stories make me feel so small.
We'll be praying! Thanks for your wonderful blogs!!! :)
Hugs
Dawn
Oh how sad! My family will most definitely be praying!
Praying!
Oh, Angie. You, little Mohit, and all those affected will be in my prayers today.
With you in love, tears, and prayers,
Jenn
Thank you for this post...praying!
Praying!
Praying praying.
Praying, Angie!
Praying!
We actually just sponsered a child in India because of you. My heart just breaks to think of "our daughter" going thru this struggle. I will pray for all the families that they see the Lord thru this newest set of challenges. THANK YOU for posting. Off to pray.
want you to know that i am praying along with you today. almost left without leaving a comment, but i know how much it means to me that others are praying.
Angie, we will definitely be in prayer. This area is not too far from where my husband goes to minister every year. Thank you for linking Pete's blog.
Just wanted to let you know that you have a bunch of prayer warriors praying along side of you. I pray that the Lord will bless and keep the people of India in the palm of his hand. What a perspective you must have now when seeing the images after you seen it all for yourself firsthand.
Hey girl! Its Rachel Wilson. We met at the Selah concert (for the pregnancy center) and i introduced my b/f and myself as faithful blog stalkers! I just wanted you to know that even though i di=on;t comment a lot I do pray right a long side you. We are getting ready to sit down to lunch (the 3monkies and me) and we will be praying for Mohit and others affected.
Oh, that just took the wind out of my sails. I haven't been to Pete's blog yet today and now I'm afraid to look. I'll be praying for Mohit and everyone affected ... I'm sure you feel like you have two homes to care for now. The home here and the home they have left in your heart. I pray both are safe.
praying hard!
Praying!
Praying for everyone in that area and most especially your precious Mohit.
Blessings to you today and always,
Kaye
Matthew 21:22
Angie,
I am praying...praying..praying!
You are such and inspiration.
I am in awe at times and one line in your post jumped out at me.It touched me so deeply when you said you have many wounds. Right now I have a big ol'bleeding wound..in my heart.
I ask that you pray the Lord allows me to use my hurt for good.
Annmarie
I pray with you, believing that our Lord is more than able to keep them in His loving care. He has the whole world in His capable hands, and we must trust in, cling to, rely on, and believe in Him... He is faithful!!!
Jesus, put your hands on the people of India who are near this natural distaster... I know that You have your purposes and plans, I know that you love us, and I know that You know our heart's desires. Put your hand on Mohit and the Compassion workers. Please, Lord, protect them, give them peace, and minister to them in their vulnerablities, fears, insecurities, and needs. We dedicate each of their lives, whether we know them or not, to you. We dedicate India back to You. Be glorified!!! Grow Mohit and the other children in You. Help them to be used to share Your Word of Hope to their world. Glory and honor and power and praise be unto YOU!!
Angie,
Thank you so much for the update! I followed your group through the trip to India with great intensity. My heart was pulled on more times than I can count during all of that time, but I didn't respond. Then, just this week, I had a very vivid dream about some goings on with some Compassion kids in India. I haven't been able to shake it, and after this update, I understand why. All of this to say, I will be signing up for sponsership today. I just wanted you to know.
I will be praying.
Love you all,
Megan
Oh wow! I hope that all is OK. I just wrote to my Compassion child the other day and now I have even more reason to keep writing!
Thank you for the update!
praying....
love the hand opening...and Gods hands are always open!
Praying.
We had a bit of a flood last night here in our basement due to some torrential rains. My four year old was so puzzled as we kept using the word flood... she asked, with almost a pain in her eyes, "Why is God letting it flood? He promised never to do that again." I took some time to clarify what she had misunderstood from the Noah/Flood account, and of God's promise. I've been pondering on my last words to her during that conversation though... I told her, that though God promised to not destroy the whole earth with a flood, He does still allow flooding to happen, but that this holds a promise too, He will walk through these floods with us. He will redeem what is lost. He will help rebuild what gets ruined. I'm still pondering all of these things in my heart, what it means to me as a child of God, what it means for His children around the world, whose floods are much greater than mine, both literally and figuratively. So, as I hear more about this cyclone, I'm praying for God to remain near to his children there in India, to redeem what is lost and to rebuild what gets broken.
Thank you for sharing with us.
Ruthie
I've been praying for all of those precious people affected... I will specifically be praying for Mohit.
storming those heavenly gates with- praying protection over your sweet little boy and all those in his area!
We will be praying for that whole area.....def. keep us posted.
xox
*~Michelle~*
I am so saddened, thank you for posting so that we can pray, my sponsored child is in the same area. Praying!
I love you and I am praying!
Angie,
I read both your blog and Melissa's throughout your trip a few weeks ago and was so moved; I told my husband that I wanted us to sponsor a Compassion child and he agreed... and then, as it always seems to, life took over. There were things to do and tasks to accomplish, and the Compassion child God put on my heart never got sponsored. I am SO grateful for your post today Angie. My four year old came into the room as I was scrolling through the precious little faces of those Compassion children waiting for sponsors with tears streaming down my face, and I was able to explain to her that what God has so graciously and generously blessed us with is not ours to keep. And yet, I can be so selfish. So self-involved. The Smith family from Pittsburgh is choosing a precious Compassion child tonight. Thank you for your words, and your heart, Angie. Thank you for your bravery in going on the trip, knowing your heart would be torn in two. I see Jesus in you, and that is the highest compliment I could pay anyone.
I know just how you feel Angie. When my son-in-laws village in Ghana was destroyed by a flood it broke my heart to know of the suffering and that no one would be htere to help them! I will be praying with you! Shi~
yes we can be hand openers. i am praying for mohit and all the others over there right now.
Praying...
Praying for Mohit and the others in the affected area.
Jen
Always in my mind! xo.
I have not heard this news yet today and will be praying for India. Keep us posted on your kids.
Praying for you, friend, PRAYING!! Please keep us updated as you know anything. Little Mohit, as well as the others affected, will continue to be in my prayers.
Love and Hugs
We will be praying Angie! Thank you for informing us about this so we could pray.
Hugs and prayers,
Malleri
Angie~ I am praying for the beautiful people of India...and your little Mohit and his family specifically.
Trusting God for healing and safety.
I love what you said about being hand-openers.
We Americans take too many things for granted.
Angie- I've never posted here but I've read your blog faithfully. I want you to know that because of you, we have sponsored a child. Wibabara from Rwanda has become a part of our family and I'm so thankful for your inspiration.
My five year-old son wanted to know if she likes to swing. When I told him she likes to jump rope, I think he fell in love :)
God is working miracles through you...and your blog. Thank you so much for being transparent.
It breaks my heart to read of the storm news and I will be praying for these precious children.
I'll be praying.
many prayers
I was telling my hubby about Compassion and will show him the website. Once he gives the go ahead we will be sponsoring a child. As India is near and dear to his heart(he spent 7months travelling there years ago) I think this feels right.
Praying for all in India...
Joining you in prayer. God help them...be with them...and please God show us how to be your hands and feet.
We will be praying!
Praying...
By the way, my husband and I are excited to go hear Selah perform in our town (Winston-Salem, NC) this Saturday - got a babysitter and everything! We've been to their concerts before but haven't seen them since I started reading your blog. It's great to make the connection and get to see some of your "family" in person!
I'm so glad you're back to blogging. My husband sort of thinks I'm crazy for having "blog friends" that I have never met. :) Though we'll probably never meet this side of heaven, know that I still pray for you and am honored. :)
Happy Wednesday. God is good, all the time!
Isn't it amazing how 2 weeks can change your life and give you an incredible love for a people you never knew?
I will pray for your little Mohit and all the other precious ones.
Praying...Absolutely praying!
Lord be their shelter in the storm.
A father to the fatherless!
Their refuge and strength...
Comfort!
Know how close you get to these little ones and praying the peace that passes understanding for them AND you!
How sad Angie,
Here in Australia we are experiencing huge floods and have been seeing many upsetting images on the news of families losing everything. At least here in Australia we have well developed infrastructure and emergency services to help the effected people.
I imagine that there is less available help for these poor people in India,
Praying for them
G
I could share this passage every day and it would always give the same comfort. It's such an amazing passage of Scripture! Praying!
Job 19:25-27 For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth: And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Whom I shall see for myself, and mine eyes shall behold, and not another; though my reins be consumed within me.
Prayer BearsMy email address
We will be praying... Can't wait to hear more about your time there. P.S. Any updates on when the new Selah CD will be out? Can hardly stand to wait any longer :)
Lifting you and your friends up in prayer.
I don't know if you still have time to read your comments or not. I wanted to thank you for your blog - giving me a sense of perspective through trials that threaten to overrun my life. I would be honored if you read a post of mine, as it echoes some of your experiences, in a different manner:
http://turquoisegates.blogspot.com/2009/05/obedience-humility-cheerfulness-do-all.html
In His grip,
Genevieve
"We have the opportunity to be "hand-openers".
Yes. Yes. Yes!
I am praying for little Mohit and the area that was hit!
Thank you so much for being the hands of God!! For reaching out and opening little hands for him.
"I serve a Father who is faithful to my cries and has given me more than I will ever deserve."
i love what you said there.
I will be praying!!
Extreme Makeover: Jesus Edition
ANGIE and floowers-I know you get a MILLION comments. While I mean do disrespect in not commenting about this post--
I ask that you please read my post. This family that needs help lost their baby at birth and is now $30,000 in debt to boot. it breaks my heart! We are trying to change these circumstances.
I am posting the following on all blogs I follow:
Because I am leaving a comment on your page, that means I am a “follower” of your story I am not a random person just posting for posting sake.
I don’t know if this breaks blog etiquette or something. But I am risking it anyway.
I have posted a blog called “Extreme Makeover: Jesus Edition” about a family that needs our help.
Go, read, if you feel led.
Side note: for you adoption/foster advocates, there is another post that is “messing” with me if you care to check it out and comment. It is the previous post and it is called “Living Freely: Foster Care and THE CHURCH”
Hear my heart fellow bloggers, I am seeking nothing selfishly. Just trying to do the will of the ONE who sent me. Praise the Lord!
On my knees striving with you in prayer for Mohit and the whole village... I love you!
...hand openers....
I like that. You do have a way with words, Angie.
Mohit will have lots of prayer support today.
I'll be praying for you, mohit, and India....
"'Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken, nor my covenant of peace be removed,' says the Lord who has compassion on you." Isaiah 54:10
So totally off topic and w/ this sadness it seems so stupid to post - but I linked to your blog today and wanted you to know. Praying for India.
Oh no! I am just saw the pics and they just made me cry
So sad!
Praying for them!
Thanks Angie
Kim
I am praying!!!! The world is so big yet so very small. God knew what he was doing when he created it, it is awesome to know that we are all connected!
I want to go back to India.
We were there in Nov 08 to pick up our daughter. While there we feel like we met *our* son.
Waiting for God to show Himself big in the finance area :) He will He did it before!!!
We leave for South Africa, and I pray that I come back with the same compassion you now have for the children you met in India.
Blessings,
Robbie
When I saw this on Pete's blog I just couldnt believe it.
Praying for India and all your friends.
Love you and praying with you,
Fran
How heartbreaking.
Praying....
Thank you Angie, I was just compelled to go to the link and I chose my girl immediatly.
I wanted to stop in and let you know I have been praying for this dear little boy and his community.
Angie, thanks for letting us know about the cyclone and where it hit. It is so sad and I will be praying for the people there. After following your post, I sponsored a little nine-year old boy. I have written him, but haven't received a response yet, which I understand can take time. I am so anxious to hear from him. He is from East India, but from the map it doesn't look as though he would be affected. You are so fortunate to have met the children you sponsor. I have the picture of my sponsored child as the background on my computer at work and pray for him throughout the day. Thank you for letting us know about the Compassion group. I am sure there were many, many children sponsored because of you.
I'm passing on a blog award to you, have a look on my site
cheers Gail
I came visiting today and KNOW I need to pray. So much devastation!
Jill from The Glen
Angie & Sundays...
I have just been told that the sister of a dear friend of mine needs our prayers. Mandy's sister gave birth to her daughter 8 weeks early. Baby Corrine will be having surgery Monday morning to try to remove the excess fluid from her brain. The doctors can't find what has caused the build up and have given her a very grim prognosis. The entire family is hurting so badly. Please pray for healing but also that they will look to Him for comfort through thier grief if He decides to take her precious baby home with Him.
Peace, Love and Blessings,
Audrey
"Hand openers..." Love it! God Bless!
I just want to thank you for speaking out so much about Compassion Int'l. I recently sponsored a Compassion child, who was born on the EXACT SAME DAY as my second son, and it has already been such a life-changing experience. We have his picture framed and displayed in our kitchen, and when we celebrate my son's birthday in June, we will also be decorating a cake for our Compassion child...it's his birthday too, after all! We're going to take pictures of it all and send one to our child.
Anyway, THANK YOU again.
I think it is time for our family to sponsor. Thank you.
Dear Angie,
I have been reading your blog for over a year now. I have never commented. But please know, I have prayed everytime you have asked for pray, cried with every moving emotional thing you have posted, and laughed, at every funny thing as well, sometimes, so hard, I about wet myself.
I am a little shy even now, commenting, the reason why is I have been given an award for my blog and the challenge was to give it away to other blogs I think are wonderful and your blog is one of the top ones I think is amazing! You share your heart and love for the Lord, no matter what the situtatin! I love reading others comments and seeing how God is using your blog in their lives!
So when you get time if you like, please check out my blog to receive your award.
http://malachi4-black.blogspot.com
Blessings,
Gina
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