Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Luke

I cannot believe I am writing these words.  My fingers are shaking.  I have been awake for most of the night crying, and have not really managed to make any sense out of what I am about to say.

Todd's sister Nicol (she sang in Selah) had her second child on March 17th of this year.  His name is Luke.  

Last night around 9:00 central time, she went to check on him and he was not breathing. Paramedics were called but they were unable to resuscitate him.  

Our nephew Gregory Luke Sponberg is now in heaven with Audrey, just 7 short weeks after we lost her.  

To say we covet your prayers is an understatement.  

We are on our way to Georgia where they live, and Todd's entire family is also coming as well.

I don't know how to ask for specific prayers, but please, be on your hands and knees for Greg, Nicol, and Summer as they grieve.

"The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them;
he delivers them from all of their troubles.
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

Psalm 34:17-18

Thank you.  I will post again when I have more specific prayer requests.

Angie

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Pam said...

Oh I am so sorry. Will be praying for you all. Safe travel.
Pam

gracethruhim said...

sending thoughts and prayers. ~kate

M & J said...

Praying now! Sending big Hugs your way!

Leigh Ann said...

I am so very sorry. I will pray for your family.

Mrs Mitchell said...

Oh my goodness, Angie!!! They will be in my prayers all day! I take it they didn't see anything like this coming :(

Leanne said...

I will definitely be praying....

I'm so sorry.

Sometimes I don't understand God....

He's such a paradox.

I'll pray.

Leanne

amydc said...

Please know that your family & Nicol are in our prayers.

Kate said...

Dear sister,
Cannot imagine the ache....my prayers are with them and y'all. Keep clinging to HIM...the steadfast One.

Danna said...

I am so sorry for the loss of your precious nephew. Please know you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

christina-defining moments said...

I am so sorry for you and Luke's mom. I will be praying for safe travel, peace, comfort and for your children. This can't be easy for them either.

Rays Family said...

My heart aches for your family, I am on my knees praying for all of you.

Carolynn said...

May the Lord hold your family close during this difficult time. I will be praying for your entire family--sorry seems like such an inadequate word during times such as this.

Timeless and Treasured, Photography by Heather said...

Dear Lord - I lift this family up to you right now, to hold in your loving arms as they are experiencing so much tragedy in such a short time. Please give them peace as only you can.

Angie - I had a dream last night that you called me, just to talk. Hoping to one day meet you for real. God is working in mighty powerful ways in you right now, let Him mold you, let Him break you and put you back together. You are an amazing inspiration to us all. We love you!

walkingbyfaith said...

Praying with all my heart for your dear, sweet sister-in-law and family.

Love to you!

The Beaver Bunch said...

I will be praying for you all. Maybe this is "out there" but I can't help but notice the continued presence of the number 7 in your lives. Because of it, I checked out Luke Chapter 7. There Jesus is approached by a centurion on behalf of his sick servant. Specifically in verse 7, the centurion says to Jesus, in a remarkable display of faith, "say the word and my servant will be healed."

Like the centurion, I am pleading with our Savior for your family to be, not only carried through, but healed. He will provide the peace and comfort that cannot be provided by this world. Raising you as high as my heart will allow.

kristin said...

what awful, awful news... my heart breaks. i am so sorry... you have my prayers...

Vonda said...

Oh, wow. Your family has been through so much. We will be on our knees for all of you.

Jenn said...

I am praying for you.

Carol said...

I am praying right now that you all will be able to feel The Comforter.
I am so sorry.
It all seems so unfair, but I know that Heavenly Father will bless you in your pain. In the meantime, know that your whole family is in our prayers.

Dugans said...

I am so so sorry. May God surround you with His love and peace.
...He is the same... unchanging...
You and your family will have our prayers.
Love Cari

Amber said...

I am praying for all of you.

Aggiema (Michelle) said...

My heart breaks for you and your entire family. I pray that God the Great Comforter will continue to wrap His arms around your family and give you the gift that only He can during this horrible painful period.

Amy From NH said...

I am so sorry that you and your family has to go thru this after all that you have already gone thru. Angie, these are the times when my faith falters and I question the Lord and what he is doing and whether he exists - when so much pain is dished out over and over again. I wish for the faith that you have, and that you know in your soul to find me and to surround me - because I am amazed at your strength and your courage and your devotion. May peace be with you and your family at this time.

krista said...

Hello, Angie, I am actually Greg's cousin-and have just recently been introduced to your blog. I am so terribly sorry for these losses that you have been enduring. My thoughts and prayers are with our families.

Jenny said...

Oh Angie, I do not know you, but my heart is aching for you and your family. I have such a lump in my throat right now. You are all in my prayers. May God give you strength and His peace which passes all understanding.

From College Station, TX said...

No words. Just sadness.
Praying for comfort and peace.

Hope said...

I sat here reading your post with my hand over my mouth and tears flowing down my face. I am so sorry that your family has to go through this. It is so much to bear.

You and your family will be in my prayers - even more than I have been praying.

She is so blessed to have you as a sister in law, God has armed you with the experience and the words to say to her. I pray that God will wrap Himself around you so they can see Him in you and know that 'It is well'.

Hope

Leah said...

Angie and family,
I just found your blog yesterday and have cried and prayed and thought about your family since. I am so very sorry about your nephew and daughter. I know you don't know me, but "the effectual fervent prayer of the righteous avails much" so I will continue to keep you all in my prayers.

I feel certain you don't want to be this example you have been chosen to be, but please know that your story, your struggle, your faith is helping so many. Those who have lost children and those who have not.

In Christian Love,
Leah in Alabama

Michelle & Gary said...

I can not express how very very sorry I am to hear about Luke. No words can describe. You all will be in my thoughts and in my prayers.
Please travel safe.
In my prayers~

Anonymous said...

It doesn't seem fair at times like this that one family such as yours can be pushed so hard and so far. We have to believe that God in His sovereignty has a plan and a purpose, but that doesn't stop the pain and the loss. Please know that we are praying for your family and your nephew's family. May God's peace and grace abound to you.

Valarie said...

Father God I ask you to shower this family with your love and peace. I'm truly speechless so Holy Spirit hear the cries of my heart. Protect during travels and give mercy to this family. In the name of Jesus I pray.

Be safe.
Val
NC

Joni said...

I am praying for your sweet family and for peace that surpasses all understanding.

Megan said...

i am so sorry. it really seems like too much for your sweet family to bear, since you have already been through so much. but God is faithful, and i pray that He will carry you through this as well. i will also be praying for Luke's parents and sister.

Dani said...

Oh Dear Sweet Angie,
I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. My heart is aching along with you. I am here. Thank you for updating us. I am praying! Always know that!
Love you,
Dani

Lynn said...

Praying with these other dear sisters... and like them, WEEPING for the extreme pain and grief and sorrow that is crushing your dear family.
Lord we DON'T understand and it hurts SO BAD. Jesus, hold them close and be their strength and their rock, their comfort and their stay. This beautiful family has given us powerful music that has ministered to us all in our own times of darkness and trouble. May they remember in the darkness, what you have impressed upon their hearts in the light.
I am so so sorry. :"( Precious Audrey... last week precious little Maria Chapman.. now precious little Luke... so much suffering and grief in God's family right now... but never without eternal hope! NEVER!

Bless you!
Lynn

Jen said...

That rain just keeps coming, Angie. And it seems so unfair to add more to lives still raw from grief. I know you will see the good in it all one day, but I'll be smashing a pitcher for you tonight. And for all of us. We will be thinking about you and your family.

Amblin said...

Heavenly Father,

You did not promise us an easy path, but rather a narrow one with you walking with us every step. You did not promise us a life without pain, instead You promised us a life with you eternally. You did not promise us a life of happiness, but rather a life of joy that comes at a price at times. You did not promise us a life without tears, but rather that when we cry, You weep for us while collecting all of our tears counted and known.

Father, in this time, I ask that Your presence be made so very real to this precious family. I ask that You might further reveal to them the depths of Your love and that you might not only walk beside them but carry them each step of this part of the path.

In Jesus' precious name, Amen.

Amblin

RSR2003 said...

Oh LORD, please be with this family that has suffered yet another tragic loss.. LORD as in JOB you giveth and you taketh away...please bring this family near to You..nearer than ever before. Lord...I don't even know how to pray for them. Please please please bless them as only You can in this difficult and terrible time of saddness and mourning.
In the name of your Son, Jesus,
AMen.

Anonymous said...

My God, My God is all I can say. I went from reading updates on the Chapman's site to this. I feel awash with the question, "My God, what are You up to?" This seems a lot of grief for one family-any family to endure. I know He is giving grace upon grace to you all now. I pray you feel it. Oh sister...,my prayers are with you and the Sponbergs. Melissa Hutsell

David & Nicole said...

Angie- I have been following your story for some time and am repeatedly and repeatedly encouraged and inspired by your faith. I don't understand why these things have to happen, and it may be a long time before I ever will. I do know that if anyone has the stregth to weather this storm, it is you. Please know that you and your entire family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Nicole

mommy kelly said...

I am so sorry, Angie. I just emailed my close friends regarding 2 of my nephews...something so precious about being a mom, being an aunt...I can see that in you. I will pray for your nephew's family in honor of my nephew's birthday today.

May they feel the peace that you felt when you released sweet Audrey to her creator.

Praying for your daughters as they try to understand the loss of their cousin.
Kelly

Heather said...

Oh Angie.
Please send Nicol and the family my deepest condolences. I am a big fan of Nicol's voice and talent and I am devastated to hear of their loss. I don't know what God is doing with your family, but I do know that He loves you all so very much.

I will be praying for you, too as I know this will bring back a painful flood of emotions for you and your family. I know the loss must seem unbearable at times. Most of the time. Hang in there. Nicol needs you as only you truly understand the depth of her pain.

I know from where you sit things must look so gray. But from here...I am seeing the hand of God pushing you and prodding you into a never wished for ministry.

Love and Prayers....

Kimberlee said...

You, and all of your family are in our prayers today and through this healing process.

As I read this, the song Praise You In the Storm started running through my head. I know this will feel too much to handle at times, but I will be praying that you are able to cling to God, your rock and steadfast one!

Devon Rene said...

There are no words...

Praying for you and your family.

Reen said...

My heart is breaking for you and your family right now. Please feel my prayers for God's love, mercy and comfort for your entire family in your time of grief.

AnnaB said...

Oh Angie I am so sorry! May your families be sustained through the prayers of many.

chesley said...

I am so sorry. I cannot imagine the pain you must all be experiencing. I will pray for all of you

Anonymous said...

"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging."
Psalm 46:1-3

Lord God of all creation, you are eternal, omnipotent, sovereign, holy and good, please be a refuge and provide strength to this family today. To them it feels like the earth is giving way, and at any moment the mountains could fall into the heart of the sea, but God, you will be their refuge and strength as you promise in your word. Uphold them with your mighty right hand and give them the ability to have true faith, assurance of what they hope for and certainty of the things they cannot see (Hebrews 11:1). Comfort them with your scriptures, and show them your GLORY in a real way today. These are your people, show them your glory Lord..........

Di said...

How very tragic. Travel mercies and may somehow, some way though Him may you find peace throughout this ordeal.
I'm so so sorry!
Di

Kristy said...

Your family is in our prayers for peace and comfort now.

Bless you all during this time!

Peapod Four said...

I'm so sorry Angie. We will pray for your family.

hislifeformine said...

Heartfelt prayers for Greg, Nicol, and Summer. It is only with the Lord that we can survive and continue on. I pray today and in the weeks to come you all feel the loving arms of our Abba Father in heaven wrapped around you.
Know that I do know what you are going through, I have been there twice myself, once just 9 short months ago.
Love in Christ,
Theresa

TNKerry said...

That is just too much - I am so sorry for you and your girls and for Todd and his family. You are all in my prayers.

H.E.A. said...

Oh my... I know you are sick of hearing this probably but I am so sorry. God never gives you anything you cant handle. You are a stronger woman than I am! We are praying for you and your family.

Emily said...

Oh Lord.

It's all I can say.

Oh precious Lord....

lisa said...

May peace be in your hearts. God Bless you and your family.

Jenna said...

Words cannot describe how very sorry I am. Sending many prayers up for all of you. Love, Jenna

Jenn said...

Oh Angie, my heart is breaking for you again! Please know you have our thoughts and prayers!

Jenn

Anonymous said...

Praying for your families now. Safe travels to you and yours.

Erin K. said...

I am so sorry. I will be praying for all of you.

The Rhoderick Family said...

I am so sad to hear this news. Please travel safe and I will be praying for all of you. May God comfort you all in this tragic season of your lives. Love, Kari

sumi said...

Oh no!!! I am so sorry, Angie, and my heart breaks for all of you.

I have often sung sinppets of Nicol's 'Resurrection' to Jesus:

"What I've lost to the world, what seems far beyond redemption...
You can take the pieces in Your hand and make me whole again..."

We don't understand but we still know that he is faithful, tender and merciful.

((((HUGS))))

Debra, from Texas said...

I was listening to K-Love radio and this song was on while I was reading your blog. Hold fast Angie, help is on the way!

To everyone who's hurting.
To those who've had enough.
To all the undeserving,
That should cover all of us.
Please do not let go,
I promise there is hope!

Hold fast~
Help is on the way!
Hold fast~
He's come to save the day!
What I've learned in my life
One thing greater than my strife
Is His grasp.
So hold fast.

Will this season ever pass?
Can we stop this ride?
Will we see the sun at last?
Or could this be our lot in life?
Please do not let go;
I promise you there's hope!

You may think you're all alone
And there's no way that anyone could know what you're going through. But if you only hear one thing - Just understand that we are all the same searching for the truth.

The truth of what we're soon to face unless someone comes to take our place. Is there anyone?
All we want is to be free - free from our captivity, Lord.
Here He comes! Hold fast!

MommaJo ~ said...

So sorry. I'm new to your blog and was trying to back-track from the begining of you story when I came across this post.
One day I'll share the story of our little boy. But until then, I'll be praying for your family.
Again, I'm so, so sorry.
MJ

Kori said...

Oh Angie - I will be praying.

Tabaitha Kaye said...

Praying for all of you!

Marilyn@Mixed Bouquet said...

I am just stunned! Praying for everyone!

Debra said...

May you sense His tender words being spoken to your heart, "I am your God, and I will be your comfort." You are in our prayers. II Corinthians 1:3-7 says: 3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. 5 For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also abounds through Christ. 6 Now if we are afflicted, it is for your consolation and salvation, which is effective for enduring the same sufferings which we also suffer. Or if we are comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation. 7 And our hope for you is steadfast, because we know that as you are partakers of the sufferings, so also you will partake of the consolation.

Sarah Taylor said...

It seems too much to take. I'm out of words. But not out of prayers, I will continue to pray for your entire family. Jesus - be near. Be closer than breath because I'm sure right now for Nicol it feels like theres no air. Get her through this, Lord. Send her a miracle.

Aimee said...

I cannot even comprehend your family having to face this situation again, especially in such a short time.
Praying the Heavenly Father covers all of you with peace and understanding during this most difficult time.

Mandy said...

I am so, so sorry to read your sad news this morning. I can not imagine what you must be feeling. I will pray specifically for your sister in law and family.

God be with you all.
Mandy
GA
www.madelinegracefoundation.com

Laurie said...

Angie,

My heart breaks for your family right now. I am so sorry and please know I will be praying for Lukes parents. Much Love and Many Hugs to you and your family today.

Love, Laurie in Ca.

Katie said...

I am just so beyond sorry for what your family has been through. I will be praying for all of you. Blessings to your entire family.

Megan L Hutchings said...

Oh Angie! I am so sorry!!!!!! We will be praying!

La Reina said...

Angie,

Grieving for the loss of Luke right along with all of you.

Prayers are being lifted up for all of you.

Big hugs too.

candesintx said...

I feel numb. I'm shocked and I don't understand why. Certainly your entire family will be lifted up in prayer.

Is it not enough, Lord? Please cover them, draw them close.

"I will praise You in this storm..."

Becca said...

Praying for Luke's family and your family as well, Angie. So sad - I just don't understand God sometimes and why he does what he does, but like you said, there is a reason, and we just have to trust in him and believe.

In God's love,
Becca

The Lenda's said...

Praying for your whole family during this time. May God grant you all peace and comfort during this time as you are still dealing with your own open wounds. May He grant your families a wonderful peace and a beautiful image of your two precious babies in heaven together in the Father's arms.
HUGS
Rachel

Anonymous said...

Oh God, Oh God where are you?! When babies die where are you?! When mothers cry where are you?!
In our tears.

Fellow still birth mama to Levi
March 2nd 2003 - May 12th 2003

I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry.

Beth said...

Oh my gosh! I am so sorry - I don't know what else to say. Thoughts and prayers for the entire family!

Anonymous said...

Sids sorry, the horror shook me.

Dave said...

We are grieving with you - and praying for you. One verse to share with you, at risk of sounding as if I’m giving a pat answer – it gave my wife and I some comfort after we lost our first child to miscarriage. It is the first two verses of Isaiah 57:

"Good people pass away; the godly often die before their time. But no one seems to care or wonder why. No one seems to understand that God is protecting them from the evil to come. For those who follow godly paths will rest in peace when they die."

Jesus is our only real consolation... May you feel so clearly this reality - that Jesus is holding Luke, and Audrey, and all of you so close to him.

Heartfelt prayers...Dave & Ella

Jenn at Casa de Castro said...

I'm so very sorry. Heartbreaking loss on top of heartbreaking loss for your precious family. My prayers are with you all.

My sister lost her first child in the same manner. It was determined to be SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome). That was 23 years ago this fall, and God has used that tragedy to bring many others to Him in salvation. I'll be praying He will use Luke's life in much the same way. Until then, praying without ceasing for all of you as you grieve.

Erin said...

I am so so sorry. My heart aches for you and your family.

godzgaljen said...

I am just shocked. I will be praying.

Kelly said...

OH ANGIE!!!!!!!!
Words don't seem adequate. I am aching for you. I know the Lord says He will never give you more than you can bear - but I think He's pushing it with you and Todd. I'm praying for you now as I type.

Quinn said...

Your family just can't seem to catch a break...you're all in my thoughts.

Amy said...

Oh, I am so sorry for another tragic life of a little one in your lives. It's just heartbreaking and I will certainly be praying for your family. God bless each of you.

Anonymous said...

"And I am convinced that nothing can separtate us from His love. Death cant and life can't, the angels cant and the demons can't. Our fears for today, our worries about tomorrow, and even the powers of hell cant keep God's love away." Romans 8:38

Lord, please be ever present with this family. May your Holy Spirit rest heavy on them today, reminding them that you are so close to them, so close...

David, Ashley and Noah said...

Oh GOD Ang! I don't know what to say but to give you a big **hugg**. My thoughts and prayers will be with your family!
Your sister in Christ,
Ashley

Anonymous said...

Angie,

I have been a very long time reader and prayer, but this is my first post. I'll give a little background, so you can see how I can identify with your ache a bit. I've been married 18 years and have been saved for the last 10. Two years in to our marriage I became pregnant which ended with my fallopian tube bursting (ectopic) being cut stem to stern with major surgery, only a huge scar and no baby. 12 years later we still were unable to have a child. We moved to a new town, started over and my husband had a co-worker Sue who had adopted 4 kids from Russia. She encouraged us to adopt and even went through the process herself along with us. Within 3 days of each other we both brought home little boys from Ukraine. We were finally parents. Last Easter my husband called me from work to tell me that our friend Sue was in the ER and was in critical condition. I grabbed my son and headed over to her house to check on the kids. Sue never came home again. She had 4th stage ovarian cancer among other issues and passed away on June 6th. Seven days after that John and I became the permanent legal guardians for all 5 of her kids. We had to get a new house, a new car and of course a whole new way of life. We now have 6 kids to love. I truly could write a book about all of the years spent trying earthly ways to make a baby and all of the million ways God's hand was in all of this from the moment we moved and even before that to set His plan in place, but last year has taught us that He is truly in control of this universe and we are not.

We had a local little girl from our church pass away at 5 after a freak accident on a swing set. Then I hear about SCC daughter and of course following your loss of precious Audrey and now Luke. I know better than anyone that God has an amazing plan, but I have to tell you I have no idea what that is at this time. I find myself feeling fearful when my two 5 year olds are out of sight now. I feel anxious when they are in bed. I know it is Satan whispering fear in to my ear, so I will continue to go to God. I can only pray the same for you sweet one. I feel like I know you and like you said in a prior post, I hope someday to meet you and your beautiful family. I have no doubt that if God arranged for an infertile woman longing to have even just one child to have six (and wanting to adopt again) than He can arrange for our paths to cross one day.

I will continue to pray for you and your family, but now will include Nicol, Greg and Summer as well, as they will ache and grieve for Luke along with all of you. Just look at the beauty of summertime around you and try to remind yourself of all the wonderful things this world has to offer, especially at such a dark time. Love to you and yours. God Bless!
Lisa Z. in Michigan
johnandlisaz@comcast.net

Wade's World said...

I am praying for your entire family.

Kara Lyn said...

We never understand why God takes our little ones home with Him. I am praying for peace and comfort in the days ahead for all of you. So sorry...

Tabitha said...

Praying for you all and especially Lukes mummy and daddy.
I am just so sorry to hear this sad news.
love ~ Tabitha X

wendy said...

while my heart knows HE CAN BE TRUSTED IN ALL THINGS, my mind is having a hard time wrapping itself around this truth.

my heart aches and grieves for you and your family.

many, many prayers for grace and peace.

carridawn said...

My heart is breaking with y'all. I am so very sorry. I stumbled upon your blog a few weeks ago - and how I am humbled by your trust and love in Jesus - even during the dark valleys. Thank you for the example that you are living. Know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers as you walk thru this together. With your every breath, may you cling to our Faithful Father to carry you thru. Lifting you up - and praising God that He has given us the body of Christ to be here for you and your family. Even more so - His love is unfailing, unchanging and is everylasting. Thinking of you and sending lots of love to you and your family.

Erin said...

*TEARS* Angie, my heart is breaking! There are no words! I just can't understand why such painful, life altering events seem to come in bunches! I am praying SO hard for your sister and brother inlaw, and for you, I can only imagine that you feel that you've suffered enough loss for one lifetime! I am so so so sorry! Much love to you and your family! I will be in continuous prayer!!!!! (((((HUGS))))) & ***TEARS****

HSB Suzanne said...

Amidst the pain, I pray God would grant you, Todd, Nicol, Greg, all the children, and the rest of the family His never-ending love, grace, and peace.

A sister-in-Christ,
Suzanne

Anonymous said...

My heart just froze reading these words. My sweet baby boy who is just three months old is also named Luke. I can't even imagine the agony I'd feel if I lost him.

Lord, we don't understand, but we who walk with you know that you ARE who you claim to be. You ARE the faithful and you CAN give us peace despite our lack of understanding. Please Lord use this tragedy for good. Please use it somehow to bring honor and glory to your name. Hold this sweet family close and give them comfort as only you can. We will chose today to honor you because we know that you are the same GOD today as you were yesterday.

For HIS glory,
Amy

amy@philippians121.com

Julie said...

I have chills running down my whole body, I just about curled up in a ball in front of the computer. I am sorry, there are no words I can say.

Heavenly Father, You know your purpose and your plan in the lives of this family. To say we don't understand Lord is a understatment, I pray for the holy spirit to intercede with our groans and utterings over the home going of Luke. Be with the family Lord and put your hand upon them. In the mighty name of Jesus, Amen

Tiny said...

I am so, so sorry for your loss.. Your family must be devastated.. Lifting you up in prayer.

Jill Garcia (Smith) said...

Wow, I just started reading your blog from the beginning yesterday and shed many tears for your family. And now, this. I can't imagine the loss you and your family are experiencing right now, but know that I am praying for you at this very moment.

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you & learn from me, for I am gentle & humble in heart, and you will find rest for your weary souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matt. 11:28-29

"I will not forget you! See, I have engraved you in the palm of my hands..." Isaiah 49:16

Brad & Shana said...

I am so sorry, and so shocked. I have been following your blog for a while now. Your "past and the picture" post was so very meaningful to me.

I have actually met Greg & Nicol- we live in the next small town over from them, and they were just at our church in February for a Valentine's banquet, just before Luke was born. We are very much praying for them and for ya'll and the whole family.....

So very sorry.....many, many prayers

Keri Harrison said...

I'm so sorry - we;ll be praying. I found out this morning when our Church (who supports Jim and Nancy) sent out an e-prayer alert. Safe travels.

Lauren said...

I don't even know where to begin, Angie. I'll be praying for all of you during this time. Travel safe.

Cindy Swanson said...

I'm so horribly sad and grieved...my heart goes out to Nicol and your entire family. May God's presence be very real and near to you.

Bridget =) said...

my heart is breaking for both your families. hugs and prayers.

Tamara said...

I am so sorry and will be praying!

twondra said...

Awww, sweetie, I'm soooo sorry. You've been through so much. Your family is definitely in my thoughts and prayers.

connorcolesmom said...

OH NO!!
NO NO NO!!
I am SO SORRY!!
I am just devastated by this news and will pray for the family
Have a safe trip -
COVERING YOU WITH PRAYERS!!
God bless,
Kim

Fr. Peter Doodes said...

Angie,

Despite the darkness of this awful tragedy we know that God has already welcomed Luke into His presence. God also knows what it is to suffer the loss of a beloved son, understands your emotions and grieves with you all.

We here in this fallen world continue to walk in the valley of untimely death, but one day all your tears will be wiped away and you will all join Luke again in heaven.

It is so dreadful that Luke is no longer with his family, but he is in safe hands.

May God bless you all.

boomama said...

I am so sorry. You are all in our prayers.

Sheila said...

I am so sorry to hear. You are all in my prayers!

Heather said...

I cannot fathom your loss or the loss of your family at this time. We will continue to pray for you all during this time!

Bevy said...

Jesus wept so do I! God bless and God speed and may you be a comfort to all who grieve and may you lean on the Lord and each other in this grief.

Anonymous said...

I am so so sorry. Praying for you all.

touchofglory said...

I am praying for your dear family....
Melissa

Jenn said...

A friend of mine directed me to your blog about two weeks ago. It took me about a week to go back to the beginning and read your story from the start. I could not read very much in one sitting because my heart was breaking for you, and the tears were streaming down my face every time. But I am so glad that I was lead to read your blog. Until now I have not been able to leave a comment, because I don't believe my words could say what my heart wants to say to you. My heart aches for you, and what you went through with Audrey. I am 29 weeks pregnant at the moment, and while we were told that our babies kidney's are slightly enlarged, there does not seem to be too much concern at this point. We lost our first child early in pregnancy, and to hear that anything could be wrong this time is hard. (even though this is my third pregnancy now, and I have a healthy 18 month old little girl) I have been reminded time and time again lately (hm... Hi God) that every moment with our children is precious, and the loss of your nephew reiterates that in my mind. Again I am sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine. Your faith is incredible, and while I know in my head what you say is true, there are moments when my heart fails me, and I break into pieces before Him. The broken moments you have shared with us speak more about His faithfulness, goodness, grace and mercy than you know. God is so good, all the time. I never will doubt that. I just wish it wasn't so hard sometimes. I pray for you constantly, that your days will be full of joy again, that you will cherish the time you have with your three adorable little girls, that your heart would heal, and that you would know that it is your wounds that touch and heal others. God bless.

Courtney said...

I fear that no words I say would bring you to peace, so I pray that the Lord will get you there in a way that only He can.

Praying for you, your family, Nicole and Luke.

Betsy said...

Overcome. No words. Praying for all of you.

Courtney said...

I could have sworn I typed "Nicol." Sorry about that. :)

Kristin said...

Angie ~

I found your blog yesterday through Kelly's Korner. I sat and read every one of your posts from beginning to end in one sitting.

My heart broke for your family and I read through the past months. It breaks again today with this new tragedy. May the Lord comfort you during this time.

Kristin

Anonymous said...

May God hold you close to His heart during this time as your family tries to come to terms with this latest event - remember we are all here praying for all of you!

Anonymous said...

I feel ill as I write this, which probably in no means compares to the hurt you and your family are feeling now. I just keep asking, "why God, why? After all they've been through? Why more?" But I know He doesn't answer to me, and I know, in time, the answers will be revealed. I hope Nicol and her family feel the blessings from our prayers, just as you have right along. Here is a virtual (((((HUG))))) to you and your entire family!
With much love from WNY!

Stella said...

There is no sense to that. I am so very very sorry for your loss. For you pain. for your sadness.

All of you are in my prayers and my thoughts. I am so sorry.

Travel Safe.

Corie said...

I am SOOO sorry. I am on my knees for you and your family. Words would never be enough to say how truly sorry and sad I am for your family.

April said...

praying.....

Annie Parsons said...

This is absolutely devastating. I am so, so sorry - and I will be praying for you and your family.

People talk about God being a shelter from the storm... mostly, I think He just stands out in the rain with us. May He wrap His arms around you during this senseless and tragically painful time.

goodtwin said...

I am SO terribly sorry for your whole family. Please keep your eyes upon Jesus and know that he is with you on this walk. In fact, I think right about now he is carrying you. Dear Heavenly Father, please be with Angie and Todd as they minister to family members who are grieving another loss in the family. Please help them to be strong as these family members were strong for them a short time ago. In your precious name. Amen.

Hopesrising said...

I don't know what else to say but I am praying for you Angie and your entire family. Asking God to wrap all of you in His loving arms.
Pray for a safe journey.
(((Angie)))

*j-u-l-e-s* said...

peace.peace to you and your family. ONE DAY this will make sense. IT WILL. But for now, "He is still the same."

Rebecca said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your family.

Amanda said...

This is just too much!! I am torn between quoting uplifting Scripture and shouting obscenities. Your family is in my prayers. I cannot fathom the grief. Your family needs a break. I am praying for comfort and respite.

Bri said...

Oh, Angie.

Your words ring in my ears right now... God is still God. He's still the same. That's the only thing that I can think to say. I will be praying for all of you.

With love,
Bri

erica said...

Not fair! is what my heart cries out. Oh Angie, I am so sorry. Lord, please help these precious people. Hold them up. Give them strength. Glue them back together. Lord, all this suffering, all the natural disasters have me wondering if Your return is close at hand. Oh Lord, be near to us! Show us all what to do!

Marin said...

I'm so sorry...I know someone who lost a baby from SIDS (I think that's what happened to Luke from the way you described it). It's a terrible thing. Tell Nicol she's loved and that we are praying for her.

Overwhelmed! said...

Oh, my heart just aches for your entire family!

I'm offering up prayers now. I'm so sorry.

Daddy Dale and Mommy Jen said...

Angie and Family,
I am so sorry for your loss! How much more can a family like yours go through? I pray that God will join you every minute of your way through this terriable occurance! I pray that you will find peace in knowing that he is now not only united with God, but with his special cousin in heaven! Praying for you during this difficult time. Have a safe trip. Please let me know if there is anything that we can do to help you!
Dale, Jennifer, Addelynn, and Alexander

CPT Mom said...

Wow.

I received a call like the one you described about my nephew just days after your little Luke entered this world. Reading those words hit me like a tidal wave.

I am so sorry.

Praying so hard.

Anonymous said...

(Praying)

Runningamuck said...

I am so so sorry for all that you and your family are having to endure. I will be lifting all of you up in prayer continually today (and the days ahead). I just can't even imagine all the heartache...

CrownLaidDown said...

OH NO! I am praying for dear Nicol and her husband and your whole family at this time. It wasn't supposed to be this way.

Praying, praying, praying for each of you.
Love,
holly smith

Sara said...

Oh how I wish I had something profound to say to you. I am praying. And Audrey is holding his hand. I'm sure of it. I am so sorry for another loss hitting your family. i am praying.

Corey Re' said...

My heart is breaking for you. Please know you are loved, and prayed for. The Lord be with you and your family. I am so sorry for this new and unbearable trial...

The Lords ways are not our own. Looking forward to the day when the tapestry is finished and we see the final picture.

Kelli said...

Oh, sweet Angie.
My heartaches for you all.
PRAYING hard!

Sandra said...

I am so sorry to hear this horrible news. I wonder now if Audrey was taken so early so that she would be there to welcome baby Luke into the heavenly kingdom. Your whole family is in my prayers.

Sandra
Spring Hill, TN

kris said...

Is it wrong that a flame of anger ignited inside of me? It was quickly extinguished by a grief I cannot even describe, a grief FOR you, for your family, for Luke's family.

I will pray. I don't know if words will come at all, but I will pray.

Anonymous said...

Job 13:15. "Though he slay me, yet shall I trust Him"

Continue to trust him. When you can't trace his hand, trust his heart. My prayers are with your family. I can't imagine the pain, hurt, or confusion you all are enduring so I'll just pray. My heart calls out to the Lord for you. I wish you all nothing but peace in the midst of this storm.

Anonymous said...

Praying in Texas.

Lisa said...

God,
Please be with this family as they look to You are their source. You've promised to never leave us or forsake us and today, right now, I claim that for this God-fearing family.

We know our only hope is in You...help them to rest in that during this painful, unexplainable time.

Thank you God that You are more than enough.

Melody said...

I am so so sorry. I am keeping Greg & Nicol in my prayers.

Bethany said...

Oh Angie,
Sending thoughts and prayers to the whole family. I am so sorry.

Jen said...

I am so sorry. I am praying for your family.

pakosta said...

i am so so sorry for you and for them. prayers...safe travels.
tara

April said...

i always pray for you and your family and i will continue to pray for your sister-in-law and her family at this time. God Bless.



All heaven was in mourning,
The day that young man died;
When He closed His eyes, they said,
Ten thousand angels cried.
The angels shed their many tears,
Because He was God's Son;
But there is a special sadness,
When God takes the very young.

At times like that, I question God,
Why let a child die?
I cannot understand it,
And I need to ask Him why.

I, too, have heard the angels cry,
I've heard them cry first hand;
For I, too, gave up a child,
And I've tried hard to understand.

Yes, I received God's comfort,
Though I'm grateful, I want more;
I want reasons; I want meaning,
I am a parent who's heart-sore.

God can give, and God can take,
I am well aware of this;
But, why my baby ... why my child?
Why did God put him on His list?

Did I love my child too much?
Was he too good for this old earth?
Had his purpose here been filled?
Was that why he was taken first?

I awake each day with questions,
I fall asleep at night, the same;
So many times I ask God why,
I'm both saddened and ashamed.

But then, in reflective moments,
When my prayers are most intense,
One word keeps going through my mind,
Patience ... patience ... patience.

Maybe now is not the time,
To explain this great heartache;
Even if I knew God's reasons,
What difference would it make?

Can't I just be grateful,
For any time we had?
Accept God's action without question?
Why is that so very bad?

What's my hurry ... why my pressure?
Is my faith not strong enough?
God will explain it when He's ready,
Surely I can trust that much.

God understands my broken heart,
He, too, gave up a Son;
He knows the pain of one lost child,
He weeps with me, and we are one.

Just as I talk to God each day,
I talk to my precious child;
I blow him kisses, and I say,
"See you, honey, in a while."


~ Virginia Ellis ~
Copyright © 2000

Pipsylou said...

I just can't stop crying. I've been crying this morning about Lucy's medical issues. And now I am crying for an even more heartbreaking reason.

Please, please know you are not alone.

Jennifer said...

Praying for your family and little Luke's as well. May God give you the grace and wisdom as you all can minister in a totally new way to your sister and her family.

Anonymous said...

Oh my. I have been reading your blog since I heard those 7 weeks ago. I have felt for you guys, but never truely understood, having never been that close to the situation.

But this has just made me cry so much. My little boy was just 1 week older, and I feel so humble to have him now. I cant imagine the pain you are all going through. xx

Anonymous said...

On my knees praying for your sweet family. Ashley E.

Sarah Jones said...

Your poor family! So much loss in such a short period of time. I know it doesn't make it feel any better but I am reminded of what you said about this having always been God's plan for Luke's life. He wanted to take him home to paradise now and though I cannot even begin to imagine the loss and pain that your SIL is feeling right now, I have comfort in knowing that little Luke is in Jesus' arms and playing with your beautiful little Audrey. Prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.

Sarah said...

I am on my knees praying for you.
So sorry.

Sarah said...

I thought I would share this with you.



When Tomorrow Starts Without Me by David M. Romano


When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not here to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me.

I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things
we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand.

And said my place was ready
in heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought
I didn't want to die;

I had so much to live for
and so much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
I thought, for just awhile,
I'd say good bye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized
that this could never be,
For emptiness and memories
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
that I'd miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity
and all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past
but here it starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
And since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
so trusting, so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart.

Fun With Five said...

unbelievable. so very sorry...will pray now.

Bttrfly1976 said...

My heart is so broken for your family.

I had no idea Todd and Nicol were siblings, never put that together.

I am so, so very sorry.

And I will pray, for each of you.

Linda said...

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss and their loss. I have been reading your blog for sometime now and have never posted. Please know that you are prayer covered by so many.
In His Grip,
Linda

a_weak_rose said...

I don't understand and to say I'm praying for everyone seems SO trite and cliche. I wonder even, what good do those prayers even do? (I am currently in a crisis of faith). However, in my weakness, the Holy Spirit will intercede where I cannot. . .

Kindred Heart said...

Oh, sweet Angie ~ Praying for all of you whose hearts are hurting so much...

Mary-Dare said...

So many questions. Only God has the answers. Though, in times like these it seems impossible to believe that.
I know this must bring on an incredible wave of pain on your already imminent grief for your own child.

I pray peace and comfort for you all.

When you can't trace his hand, trust his heart...

Regina said...

Oh noooo - sending thoughts, prayers, and hugs to you all.

Cerulean Blue said...

I just got chills...

BUT I do believe that God strengthens us to be the ones who can help others thru tragedies.

Sweet Audrey prepared you and Todd to help his sister and family thru their loss... I believe this for all of you.

I will pray for travel, for peace, and for broken hearts,and mercy as well.

I.Can't.Even.Fathom...

Collegegirl said...

I am so sorry! Words can not express my prayers to you right now!
Safe travel and prayers coming your way
~Elyse~

dena said...

Oh Angie.......I feel so bad for your whole family. Heavenly Father, wrap your loving arms around this family and hold them in your embrace. Carry them as they continue to grieve their losses. Praying for you all.......my heart aches. God Bless you.....Dena

The Harper Family said...

Lifting this family and your family up in my prayers. I am so sorry you all are going through this pain. God be with you.
Much love from Arkansas,
Lori and family

Cakabaker said...

Angie, sending all my prayers for you and your entire family. May God bless you with strength to get through this time.

Honea Household said...

I am so sorry to hear such terrible news. What on earth is going on in this evil world? I recognize that His ways are higher than ours, but what on earth? Praying for all of you.

Heather said...

I am sending thoughts and prayers to your family.

brossettelewis said...

I am very sorry. I wish there was as explanation as to why it keeps pouring rain on your family. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and life.

A. said...

My heart is broken as I read about Luke...my heart has broken many times over the last few months for your family! I think about you everyday. I am in awe of the transparency in which you share with us your story. I know the pain of watching a sister go thru the loss of her little boy and I am praying with the understanding of just how deep that pain goes. I have you in my prayers today...as always...and for your family. I don't have time to tell you what the verses you posted mean to us as a family...having lost Garrison (my nephew)...but I will soon! I love you...even though I do not know you and have not met you...YET! ;-)

Becca said...

I'm so sorry. Sending prayers.

Anonymous said...

I will be in prayer for the whole family...His Strength is perfect...

Anonymous said...

I don't know what to say. I'm so very sorry to hear of this. I am praying for your family. I know this is difficult for you two, as well as Nicol and her husband. I am praying for all of you. Lord, please grant comfort and peace to this family. Do not leave them in their time of need. Oh Lord, only you know and understand why this happened. I pray that as they lean in to you, You will give them rest.

Our prayers and love to you and your family.
L

{Karla} said...

I am so sorry for the pain that your family is dealing with right now.

All of you are in my prayers.

Blessings,
Karla

Chris & Emily said...

so sorry. praying.

Amanda said...

I do not have any words. I just can't believe it and I'm so sorry.

Pat said...

No words can express the pain your family must be going through. Lifting up Prayers

Janna said...

Oh my goodness!!! :( WHY is God letting this happen? I have such a difficult time understanding. Even when I know He can use tragedies for His glory... I can't always understand why He lets this happen to families. Especially right after you lost Audrey. I do understand that death for us is really the beginning of eternal life... but WHY must He take these little ones from us when they are our everything? My heart aches for your family and extended family. I'll be praying for you all like crazy.

Courtney said...

i am so sorry. there are no words...

Mindy said...

Your faith in the Lord in the midst of such suffering is an incredible testimony. I will pray.

Court said...

Praying for you and your family. May the Lord comfort you and Todd, Nicol and her sweet family during this time...and may the Lord use you to minister to Nicol in a way no other momma could.

Michelle said...

Angie - I am so sorry to hear this news. As the mother of a baby that went on to be with our Jesus, it seems unthinkable that the same family would lose two precious babies within weeks of each other. It is and has been my utmost prayer that God would shower you with His grace and mercy during this difficult time.
Michelle

Strawberry Blonde said...

Angie, My prayers are with you and your family. You have seen much too much loss this year. As I type, this I am listening to Nicol's song Resurrection. As I listen to the words, I have tears. Little did she know that her words would have such meaning. This song is so beautiful. He will "make something beautiful out of all this suffering."

May He continue to carry your family.

Maria said...

I am so very sorry. I will definitely pray for you and your entire extended family.

stapes said...

My heart is breaking. My prayers are with you.

4under3 said...

I just said a prayer for you all...and I'll continue.
Tiff

Tenille Rauls said...

Broken for your family and am on my knees asking for God's grace, love, peace, and vision to surround you and your entire family. May God hold you in His arms.

Jungheims said...

All I could do was scream, "No, no, no..." as I read this. I am SO very sorry. It's too much. Your sister-in-law is blessed to have another mommy who understands to wrap arms around her and hold her. I pray that God will lift your families in His arms and hold you all. It's the only place to go at this time.

Lisa
Grace's Mom

Jenn @ Munchkin Land said...

Oh my heart hurts for you and your family. What tragic news! Please know that I'll be praying for you all...

Holly said...

I'm praying, Angie. Through my blog I've also incorporated the prayers of my friends and readers. We love you guys and we're all standing behind you right now.

Kate said...

He gives and takes away... I am so sorry for your loss.
~ Kate

karen44 said...

Angie;
I'm praying for the Smith's today. I know in my head I need to be praising God, but my heart is slow to follow. I'm praising You, Lord, even with my broken heart because I know You are good. Please help us understand.
Much love,
-karen l.

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